Things weren't going too well for me for the past few months. My life took a drastic change. I'm not sure what happened.. but my fiance decided to call off the wedding. We split up thereafter and i've never heard of him since. I've tried to contact him as mom passed him a lot of kitchenware that I need him to return to me. And my phoneline..i need to get that fixed as well cuz it's a sub line from his.
Well..i do feel proud of myself for facing this strongly. I cried a few times after the shocking news..but that was it. I decided to move on and forget about the miserable times i'd been waiting for him to return to me. I made up my mind that he won't return. Something has changed in him.
Therefore, my new year resolution :
1. Make new friends
2. Get in touch with old friends
3. Join at least one activity
4. Go back to church
5. Come closer to God (meaning praying, bible reading is a must)
I hope i can do these with the guidance of my Lord. I've nothing to complain. All this while i've put aside my Lord and did things by my own will. And here I am..all failure. Regretting is not a wise move..therefore, i need a renewing strength to face new challenges in this new year.
With the strength you give me Lord, please guide me through the year 2011 so that i can be someone worthy of your praise! Amen..
