Things weren't going too well for me for the past few months. My life took a drastic change. I'm not sure what happened.. but my fiance decided to call off the wedding. We split up thereafter and i've never heard of him since. I've tried to contact him as mom passed him a lot of kitchenware that I need him to return to me. And my phoneline..i need to get that fixed as well cuz it's a sub line from his.
Well..i do feel proud of myself for facing this strongly. I cried a few times after the shocking news..but that was it. I decided to move on and forget about the miserable times i'd been waiting for him to return to me. I made up my mind that he won't return. Something has changed in him.
Therefore, my new year resolution :
1. Make new friends
2. Get in touch with old friends
3. Join at least one activity
4. Go back to church
5. Come closer to God (meaning praying, bible reading is a must)
I hope i can do these with the guidance of my Lord. I've nothing to complain. All this while i've put aside my Lord and did things by my own will. And here I am..all failure. Regretting is not a wise move..therefore, i need a renewing strength to face new challenges in this new year.
With the strength you give me Lord, please guide me through the year 2011 so that i can be someone worthy of your praise! Amen..
You are definitely a tough girl. There were hard time being through but as long as you get over it, there is blue sky waiting you ahead..God will guide you for the entire directions of your life..no worries. How nice if I can be like you to be more firm in decision making. I have to learn on it. I felt like dying on my previous relationship when broke up happened which make me feel insecure for the current, but I trust Hon Wai. Just the matter of my phobia. I hope it could fade away very soon.
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